In a 3 year period, I became addicted, I ended up overdosing, and by God’s grace, I am here to tell the tale.
As I came off Adderall, I knew that I NEEDED to enhance my own cognition in a safer way...
It's crazy to me that what began as “small dependencies” to focus and eliminate the brain fog turned into a vicious cycle of physically NEEDING it every moment of my life in order to function.
To find out that the pill I once believed to be innocent [I know many reading this blog post felt the same way about it...] came with debilitating side effects — Anxiety, mood swings, bizarre behavior, and uncontrollable mood swings…
That I didn’t realize were slowly turning my life into shambles, until it was too late.
Looking back, I was completely addicted, self-medicating my sadness away with a pharmaceutical cocktail.
After I overdosed, I had to make the most influential decision of my life.
To make a change.
The realization that I had was that if I got myself into this mess,
I could get myself out of this mess.